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Friday, April 12, 2013

My style, Magelang Day

Happy Birthday Magelang, my little old hometown. Sudah setua ini ternyata usiamu. I just wanna share one of my latest sketch. Well now on I am so attracted to draw male clothes, I guess because it's so hard to imagine what kinda clothes man want and how to make it wearable. By then I prefer teen ages for my models, Imma teenagers fella. This is it!


tittle : My Style, Magelang | sketched : 11/4/2013 | by : Mahendra Ari Kurniawan


My second male sketch, the first one I drew it on Amalia Nurul Ifa's book. The second one tells us about teenagers' freedom but educated. I love short pants of course. I prefer Shanghai collar because it's so exotic, with different color touches whether in collar or in the body it self. The shoes are inspired by one of my friends, Aulia Latifa Rachma, wishes. She wishes Tinker Bell's like shoes, I like it either so I made a medieval shaped shoes with leather senses. So damn good with details, simple lace. I know it would be great.

Monday, November 5, 2012

Pity Me

dear you, my mindful and heartfelt readers.
it's been so long since the last post of mine you noted. okay then, now it's gonna be a long journey of a simple matter that's actually had no correlation whether with my pals and me, but... rumor spread among my beloved school and it's took me by surprise. funny? i'll show you what kinda funny i meant to be there.
this simple matter took me in, surprisingly damn 'cause i -in this case my pals and i- just wanna help one of us at the very first time but underestimated by 'em, the opponent. by then i got a real bff. ain't you know as best friend forever but bitchy fake friend of us in this matter. funny to call 'em that way but i don't want 'em to call me loser just because i wont text their name in this post. actually i wanna but it's a private matter and it could ruin their image around our society at school. pity, i wont do as same as they did to us by ruining our image, honestly i know how to feel alone when nobody even believes when we argue, but i am heartfelt baby, ain't like 'em. took me in, put me down by wrong cases, wrong plots and occasionally you can't even watch your tongue. oops i mean fingers. what a pity as the ones who threat by everyone around slowly, but wait until reach the peaks and show them up :D
i ain't like a baby who shows every single problem to everyone around me. may be they are, the one who did it. yeah baby, i know it all from everyone who believe in my official version of plots. ain't like their full of controversial but lack of evidence version. all they did just argue argue and argue with no consideration of the fact indeed. pity, pity, they mocked and bring us down even actually we're on the side of the truth. how could i have such a friend like 'em? dunno, by accident may be. i really don't mind about the case they mock at me, but i don't like the way they play on my pal. what kinda friend who plays at their friend? for sure i don't mind if they mock at me, but not if they mock and bring down my pals.
if, you hate what i did just find me and lets put this matter clear with no hard feeling. i hate the one who braves on typing and spreading rumor but afraid of facing me, the troubling one. FYI, i can take on they way you hate me, if your reason is based on the fact. if the way you hate me isn't reasonable i'll pray to my lord to open you eyes wider and finely tied your tongue so you can no longer mock at anything that actually is not matter to you.
okay readers, i'm not gonna bite you through this post i just wanna share how could a friend treat their friend just like they treat a maid. might be worse if the maid didn't do what they say perfectly the masters will cry and silently piss off the maid. it is funny if the masters cry because the maid didn't do as they say perfectly. what do you feel if you have a maudlin master? are comfort treated like that? i don't think so, if you don't why don't you tell your master the truth of your feeling? don't you brave? don't you afraid of hurting you masters heart? are you kidding me? communication is the best answer for this problem but IF the answer is yes for one of the questions above, may be the other way to comfort your life is to stepping away slowly from your masters so you can release the pain of you with out hurting your master feeling well actually no matter with this kinda friend 'cause everything in friendship is depend on both of sides. if there's a problem so the most logic thing to do is just having a communication. that is the point, no matter how your friend is maudlin anger silent just have a communication and solve the thing you hate the most of your friend. :D
the main problem is a goody friend who always speak up for their friend even their friend is actually and eventually wrong in a case. better you know whats the problem then avenge your friend if your friend is right. if they did wrong, so that's not wise if you take a part on wrong side. oh friend holy shit if you avenge your friend without conceiving the truth
the other point is if you're listening to someone's story don't you ever thing negatively about the case that's someones told. maybe the story isn't about you and your friend but you thought the story is about what is in your mind. if you don't catch the others story don't you open a conversation with that case. this gonna be a libel for the one who share the story that's misunderstood by you. if don't catch the meaning better you ask for the truth of the story. how come i believe in my friends if they can't keep the secret of the reality indeed. pity me by surrounded by the person like 'em. i really love if you ask for the truth without plays back on me. really, i was believing you but now... what are you expected from a bitchy boss who keeps talking about his private live? NOT THAT SIMPLE BITCH like what you thought of me. i share it because i am pretty sure believe in you gals guys but by this way you treat me, let me think twice. i shared it to make a reflection and introspection our self was. not to talking about the others private matter. why don't you look upon the other side point of view? pity me to have you as someone i know.
if i did it wrong tell me and i beg your sorry :)

Saturday, September 15, 2012

관리 das Management إدارة

okay, feels just come out and i've learned so much the burden of being leader. for god sake that burden somehow turns me into the-busy-minded-man in the other hand i just doing nothing but thinking of everything...
it wasn't what i wanted, for real i swear i never wanted this position of leader but i've chosen and that's an obligation to obey and i had to obey that-hard-to-come-to-heel-rule. if i were a bad guy and disobey the obligation of being leader, how could my career here--in Gladiool State Senior High School--. i realize the things ran by half-hearten-feeling now being the biggest plug in my head--i mean my mind, and mind is in brain and brain is in my head--.
beside... i such a coin, both sides have their own function and portion. both of 'em are needed to build up a perfect thing called coin with two different sided. not only in esc take a lot of part, so do in pmr. i love both of 'em. not the persons nor the extracurricular only but the combination of both of 'em. sometimes i shouldda prior one to each other. trying to be wise in both sides but some when mistaken by others. by this kinda bit-random post i clarify what's on my head nowadays.
i know you're good english so i give you un-subtitled clip video for my recommended song for this time around. enjoy!

P.S. if you're hardly understand the aim and the meaning of this song, i'll give a link >>> i am not a good listener

Friday, September 14, 2012

Everyone Shouldda Know

"One secret of leadership is that the mind of a leader never turns off. Leaders even when they are sightseers or spectators, are active; not passive observers." James C. Humes

"Better you shut your lips up before you  know what's happening since not all of your bias is on the reality. Now, wake up you kid! And open your mind!"

"Urgent to know the reality before you judge your society."

Friday, August 31, 2012

I'm NOT an OWL

may be desperado... should be the most suitable expression when someone put you just like their own owl. by the time i remember when hermione -well she's harry potters friend- got angry 'cause ron and harry wouldn't talk each other 'caused by their own misunderstanding but the consequence had to be taken over by her own self as their closest person.
now readers, i just feel the same as hermione was. okay it shouldn't be on my mind but now a days it's getting bigger bigger and bigger better we call it snowball effect right inside my mind. i have to teas it away out of me but it's no longer snowball again, it's a huge snowball or might be moon right on my mind now. i wanna share... i wanna share... but how? with whom? when? where? from now on i feel  mostly alone.
each of us has our own routines, our own schedules and our own appointments. even i try so hard to share. they always have their own business. and i either. what you'll gonna say?
okay back to our mission. i feel like an owl, something they belonging and take it only when they need it much. -----turn into bahasa----- memang aku tau kalo itu hidup, hidup dia dan dia bebas berteman dan dekat dan berteman dengan siapapun itu. aku gak punya hak untuk cemburulah irilah atau bahkan benci. toh aku juga suka bergaul. banget malah. tapi yang sangat aku sayangin adalah too much things to hide from your own besties please. apa sih yang enggak aku share buat kalian? -but private really really top private-
i know i'm a good owl for you untuk curhat sampe nangis-nangis, dipukul-pukul, direla-relain tidur larut cuma buat bantuin ngerjain peer, ngedengerin curhatan-curhatan yang meski aku enggak ikut andil dalam masalah itu juga tetep aku bantuin, nyampein pesen buat yang lagi gak mau saling kontak, ini itu lah sini situ lah aku temenin aku bantuin tapi kenapa aku cuma dianggap only an owl yang didatengin dan dielus-elus cuma kalo lagi butuh.
okay i'm not an owl of you -even if i love owl-. i'm your friend whether you realize it or not. i wanna be there when you laugh and cry. but, overall i love you my friends.... :*



P.S. even i know my friends're my evils too

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Amaze Me - part 1



good day readers!

it's gonna be my holy holey day post of the ramadan. fyi, the first ramadhan without my daddy seems quite still for my family—with no exception of my self. but i've grown then, so no longer sadness for daddy's gone and take a spirit for new life dude.
nah readers ada yang spesial pada ramadan tahun ini, khususnya buat aku. apalagi kalau bukan yang bakalan aku ceritain ini. so come on then, take a seat and read it well. there’s gonna be an amazing plot to share. take you hot chocolate to make it just between bitter and sweet but comfort enough to enjoy.

emang bener juga apa yang dibilang orang orang kalo momen buka puasa adalah momen-momen berharga yang pasti ditunggu-tunggu semua umat muslim all over the world. dan emang bener juga kalo momen buka puasa itu menyenangkan saat kita dikelilingi orang-orang yang kita sayangi dan nyayangin kita—warm. just like what i did this ramadan. being among my family—without dad of course—and  by beloved friend of the junior highschool.

now i'll share my lovely moments with 'em in one of our event that’s fast breaking in title “Bila’s Fast Breaking Party”, even i am not apt to the title of party but what can i say as i typed there it was like a party. besides, the main even is fast breaking but then we held a spontaneous and unpredictable teenage party that was full of our horror, sorrow, happiness, stories, and everything you want just poured to be as one.

gini deh aku buat ini lebih struktural dan easy to read. aku buat singkatan kegiatan fast breaking ini jadi buber. nah buber itu banyak manfaatnya lho, as you guess:

a.       menyambung tali silaturahmi
b.      mempererat persaudaraan
c.       belajar berbagi
d.      belajar bekerja sama
e.      mengurangi angka kelaparan
f.        ajang nostalgia
g.       ajang makan enak.

eh itu yang di atas manfaat yang aku kira-kira dapet dari acara itu meski secara dalam agamaku—islam—memang udah dinyatakan Allah the almighty dalam the nobel quran surah al baqarah—the cow—di 2:61 as follows:

The example of those who spend their wealth in the way of Allah is like a seed [of grain] which grows seven spikes; in each spike is a hundred grains. And Allah multiplies [His reward] for whom He wills. And Allah is all-Encompassing and Knowing.

 well that’s what we got. something to learn.

buber ini diadain di rumah orang tua dari kawanku Farah Nabila Luthfiyya, lokasinya ada di daerah saragan baru, magelang. yang diundang ada sekitar 50 orang dan meliputi orang-orang abnormal,—aku ada di dalamnya—tapi yang dateng... mungkin cuma 50%. maklum itu kan acara diadain afterschool dan nearly night. of course yang rumah orang tuanya jauh dari lokasi pasti kesulitan buat pulang since kita kan masih belum punya ktp, takutnya nanti di jalan pulang malah ketemu kantib dikira banci kota mampus kita nya kan—masih bingung kenapa aku bilang banci (?) sebenernya psk juga bisa hehe—kita cuma anak baik-baik yang ada di tempat dan waktu yang salah.

semua di mulai saat hari itu, senin 13 agustus 2012, sore. aku decided untuk jalan duluan ke rumah temen kecil ku itu. Husna Farih Nabila, the eccentric one. she came around and appeared from her yellow home. glittered with smile and her rocking jeans jacket clutched. beautiful as always with her messy appearance. but that she was, one of my special pals. wonderful she was. aku sampai lupa kalo aku ninggalin april—Aprilia Hermawati—di rumah sendirian nunggui si tika—Atika Indah NA—jemput dia buat berangkat ke occasion ini. berhubung sesuai sama kesepakatan kita bersama kalo memang aku sama lala—Husna Farih Nabila—dan april sama si tika, jadi deh aku lala tika april ketemuan di rumah lala aja. tapi aku duluan hehe. dan itu orang orang abnormal yang aku maksud.

april pake baju kebangsaannya, ya kotak-kotak oranye sesuai kepribadiannya. si tika tampil lebih casual dibalut kaos oblong warna putih dan kerudung abu favoritnya. aku? seperti bisaa pake vest hitam dengan inner kaos hijau bergaris dan berkerah. mereka berdua yang ditunggu pun dateng. nggak nunggu lama-lama sih, langsung aja berempat kita berangkat. belum ke rumah bila, mampir ke SMPN 4 Magelang dulu. bukan bisnis aku sama tika, tapi april sama lala. kalo gak salah denger cerita mereka sih ada hubungannya sama pramuka SMAN 3 Magelang—sekolah april dan lala—dan aku sama tika tunggu mereka tepat di depan gerbang smp itu. berdua. gak ada yang bisa aku sama tika lakuin selain nunggu dan ngelepas kangen dengan cerita dari barat ke timur kehidupan baru masing-masing di sekolah kita masing-masing—tika sekolah di SMAN 2 Magelang, dan aku GHS (Gladiool State 1 Highschool Magelang) nama resminya sih SMAN 1 Magelang—yang sekarang udah gak sama-sama lagi kayak dulu waktu smp. gak lama mereka berdua keluar dari gerbang tempat mereka masuk tadi. langsung kita melesat ke rumah bila saat itu juga.

jam 4.45 pm. kita berempat tiba di rumah nabila. emang baru ada 7 orang yang dateng termasuk si empunya rumah. nabila. di antara mereka ada sosok yang yang lama banget aku pengen temuin, ya itu. Prawasti Estaningrum. si rambut singa yang deket sama aku dan gokilnya tuh cewek gak ketulungan. i wonder how could she be that confidence in everything she’d done. sayangnya kita berdua mesti terpisahkan waktu sma dan gak bisa menikmati saat-saat sma bersama—ini alay banget—tapi ya gak apa kita masih temenan kok and no doubt. she could be so admiring me. kalo ini sih kayaknya feeling ku sebagai temen. radar ku nangkep aku sama pra memang cucok jadi temen baik. cukup tentang pra, ayo kita omongin orang lain (serasa mau nge-gosip aja). okay, masih ada upik—Fathin Luthfi A—yang sekarang ini sekolah di SMA Taruna Nusantara. kalo masih kepo sama sosok dia ada sesinya nanti aku cerita upik. ada juga sinta—Sinta Arima M—yang satu sekolah sama aku. the miss perfect yang kemana-mana mesti matching dan kerudung harus ini itu dan blah blah blah…. gayanya dia yang harus perfect itu bikin dia memorable. dia, sinta.

ada lagi reni—Renita Rismayanti—yang satu ini juga masih satu sekolah sama aku sekarang. dia ini anaknya really spontaneous, penuh kejutan. anak ini bener-bener penuh kejutan dan itu yang bikin dia jadi salah satu temen ku yang terawetkan dalam kemasan edisi jatuh cinta paling lama daripada temen-temenku yang lain. enough for her, she’s amazing girl. ada dea—Dea Widyastari—yang masih satu sekolahan sama aku juga sih. miss p1 (baca: pi-one) alias pentium satu. gelarnya itu dia dapetin gak begitu aja tapi ada sejarahnya. of course every title has their own history. untuk miss p1, dia itu waktu jaman smp very famous of kepolos dan ploloran dia waktu kita ajakin bercanda atau apalah itu yang lagi kita omongin. alhasil dia dapet gelar itu juga. she’s spectacular and unique. dari dulu aku pengen banget panggil dia dengan nama baptisnya. debora. tapi dia gak pernah nyaut kalo aku panggil that’s for now. the next figure to figure out is gonna be linda—Niluh Arlinda—yang juga masih beruntung satu sekolah sama aku. aku sering panggil dia cik lin. ya meski gak ada tampang-tampang chinese terpancar dari parasnya tapi dia gak masalah kok aku panggil cik lin. cantiknya dia itu unik, dari namanya udah bisa ditebak kan? iya dia keturunan bali. ayahnya adalah orang bali. dan dia adalah satu-satunya temenku satu sma yang beragama hindu. dengan kenal sama dia aku bisa belajar tolerance in diversity. beneran deh tolerance kita itu kenceng banget, linda yang beda keyakinan sama kita-kita di situ dan dea juga bisa membaur bareng-bareng tanpa ada masalah apa-apa. we just comfort with these condition. cinta deh sama temen-temenku yang beda-beda tapi saling mencinta—sumpah ini alay tapi biarlah—memang adanya gitu.

udah semua orang-orang the first come yang aku kenalin sama kamu readers. ini aku kasih lihat takjil ya yang enak-enak. memang gak diraguin kemampuan bila dan mamanya buat mencari radar-radar makanan enak di penjuru kota. dan hasilnya pun gak meleset dari perkiraan kita. enak-enak.

ini takjil berpose bareng reni
hal yang aku tunggu-tunggu akhirnya tiba. seenggaknya bisa mengubah air mukaku jadi lebih cerah since ada temen-temen cowokku yang dateng. aku jadi gak the only cowok lagi kan—di situ maksudnya. ada syasya—Arsya Ashravika—yang sekarang lagi nglanjutin tonggak penerus keluarga untuk turun temurun sekolah di sma yang saa kayak orang tuanya—dia sekarang ini studi di SMAN 2 Magelang. ada juga my fatless friend kaka—Muh. Febrinka R.—yang juga masih dikaruniai tuhan berkah berupa satu sekolah sama aku. dia adalah orang terkeren yang bisa ngilangin lemaknya yang menumouk hingga setengahnya dalam waktu saru tahu.bikin dongkol soalnya aku susah nglakuin itu, dan dia berhasil langsing. ohya dia anak temen baik ayahku. punya usaha kue yang enak-enak jujur aja. and then, bersama-sama kita gelar karpet kehidupan dan microphone wireless pemecah keheningan. persiapan kegiatan sudah resmi selesai. hanya satu hal. aku didaulat untuk menjadi pembawa acara itu. dan aku….


ini the abnormal -fotografer april (yang juga abnormal)

the abnormal (lagi) tanpa aku

ini the 7 first comers lagi siapin takjil

ini the first comers (boy) but the girl sight on the right side


to be continued.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Surprisingly a Surprise

dear you readers,




well, yno that it's august! and by welcoming august means....
*jenjengjenjeng (sound effect dramatis)

my mom's b'day is here again :D

seneng banget waktu inget kalo di bulan ini mami-ku tercinta masih diberi Tuhan umur yang panjang, yang tahun ini udah genep yang ke-40. dan itu adalah hari ini woy!

yep, it's 7.8.12

ulang tahun kali ini bakalan jadi ulang tahun paling memorable soalnya... ada aku (eh?). bukan gitu, tapi ada special surprise buat mami. nah surprise-nya....
jadi gini, sebenernya jauh-jauh hari aku udah ngerancang script buat kejutan ulang tahun mami. dan udah aku pikirin "mateng-mateng" tapi sempurnanya script yang kita buat gak bakalan sesempurna scriptnya Tuhan Yang Almighty. jadinya yaaa... ada halangannya. dan halangan-halangan itu akhirnya bikin rencanaku gagal total -_-.
sini sini sini! aku rinciin apa aja rencana yang "sebenernya" udah aku persiapin untuk kejutan ulang tahun mami. ini nih :
  1.  untuk kado yang sebener-benernya dan akhirnya gak jadi adalah hijab atau pernak-perniknya lah buat mami entah apalah-itu-namanya yang penting kayak begituan. tapi enggak jadi soalnya ehh pas h-2 mamiku udah beli sendiri yang dipinginin selama ini. alhasil kado hijab dan aksesorisnya dicoret. 
  2. buat kue ulang tahun tadinya aku sama adek perempuanku mau buat sendiri, tapi gak jadi gara-gara aku kebanyakan tugas dan gak ada waktu sisa buat bikin kue. toh kalo buat di rumah waktu sore mami juga bisa liat. mau bikin di mana lagi coba? akhirnya aku beli kue yang udah langsung jadi. dan alhamdulillah kuenya cantik banget dan enak lho (pamer nih, eh?).
  3. seharusnya kalo mamiku ultah besok dan kejutan ulang tahun bakalan jam 00 dini hari pas hari h. seharusnya aku udah pesen kue ulang tahun pas h-2 jadi kue bisa diambil waktu h-1 biar gak keteteran. dan begoknya aku, aku lupa buat pesen kuenya di h-2 dan akupun pesen waktu h-1. (emang apa bedanya?) bedanya kalo aku pesen kue h-2 aku bisa ambil h-1 biar kuenya dibawain adekku yang aku boncengin. kalo aku pesen h-1 --meskipun itu juga bisa diburu langsung jadi dan langsung dibawa pulang-- aku bawa kue itu sendiri dari toko kue ke rumah padahal tanpa adekku. secara aku langsung dari sekolah.... bisa nggak ngebayangin kardus kue yang segede bagong itu aku bawa sendiri? itulah risiko orang pikun dini kayak aku. coba nggak lupa pesen waktu h-2 pasti udah lancar selancar-lancar bawa kue.
  4. awalnya aku mau bolos sekolah buat beres-beres rumah tapi gak jadi gara-gara jadwal pelajaran yang udah gak memungkinkan buat ditinggalin. dan aku beres-beres waktu pulang sekolah. terus aku bisa jadi mandor adekku buat bersih-bersih (muahahaha).
nah buat laporan pertanggungjawaban, aku ceritain gimana jalannya kejutan yang sebenernya. jadi sepulang sekolah --berhubung bulan ramadhan aku pulang jam 12.25 siang-- aku langsung ambil motor terus ngacir ke salah satu toko kue di pecinan magelang. waktu masuk toko kue itu udah kerasa banget kebingunganku milih kue mana yang bakalan aku bawa pulang, plus rasa cemas kalo kuenya gak bisa diambil hari itu juga. nah kalo kue itu gak bisa diambil hari itu juga kan mampus rencanaku, dia bisa-bisa gagal segagal-gagalnya rencana.
alhamdulillah kue-kue yang ada di toko ituada yang bisa diambil hari itu juga, waktu itu juga, saat itu juga. wow! ya jelas aku girang, gimana enggak kalo gak bisa diambil hari itu juga lah semua rencana arus dirombak kan?
eits, mau tau kue apa yang aku beli, liat aja nanti fotonya :D
malem harinya, jam 11 malem adekku udah miscall melulu dari kamarnya. aku bangun terus buka pintu, ke kamar adekku, beres-beres ruang tamu rumah samping. udah siap semua yang diperluin, aku matiin lagi lampu ruang tamu dan bergegas bangunin mami.
eh, waktu dibangunin mami panik (maklumlah dibangunin tengah malem mana kebayang). aku gandeng ke ruang tamu yang udah ada adekku yang nunggu di situ terus aku hidupin lampu...

selamat ulang tahun mami!

ye! akhirnya sukses bikin kejutan. gara-gara kejutan-tengah-malam itu kita bertiga jadi sahur awal sambil cerita buanyak banget sampe jam 3 pagi --waktu orang-orang pada bangun sahur--. mereka bangun kita tidurrr sampe subuh. muahahahahaha

ini ada foto-fotonyaaa...

ini di ruang tamu samping
ini rainbow cake cantik
ini waktu udah nyalain lilin
ini mami tiup lilin
ini mami potong kue
ini aku - mami - ima
ini... surprise buat mami :)

P.S.: maafin ari ya mi sering buat salah sama mami. but, deep inside my heart i really love you that much... ari sayang mami :*